Oh Maz, I don't know what to say!! You truly are an amazing woman, your children are extremely lucky to have you...as you are them. They chose you to be their mummy for a reason hun.

I hope writing all this down is helping you in a big way...and selfishly I want your story to help me too. I want to understand what one of my friends is going through, with her son who has just been diagnosed with Autism, he is not yet 3 years old. I want to know how I can help her, I don't want to be one of the friends who disappears from her life.