Maz i check in everyday to this thread and i look forward to reading your entries as they have helped me gain an insight into what a friend of mine is just starting to go through. Thank you for sharing your story and allowing us into what must be just a small piece of how your life is - you are truly amazing - as for that teacher.....well my mum always told me if I don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all, so i won't on that matter - Thank you again for your sharing you story