Michelle - Firstly - thank god you found this so quickly! Secondly - I KNOW! I know! and thirdly - I didn't bl**dy google it - I was minding my own business looking for a thread on a b'feeding forum for crying out loud and it still got me! (which then starts the little paranoid creature in my head saying 'was I supposed to find it?' )

DH is so cranky with me, he told me last night he was going to burn the *&^%)#@ computer!

But I also know that you understand that feeling of waiting for the bubble to burst...

Trish - thanks hun. I had no idea that you had autism in your family. I can imagine why you'd worry about your boys too

Lulu - I understand what you're saying but I can't help but worry about the little guy.