I read this recently and thought it was interesting. Thought I'd post it here because it sort of relates to your dilemma...

A recent study was conducted that determines how your initials may affect your life.

People with "positive" initials that spell out things like J.O.Y. or W.O.W. live nearly 4 1/2 years longer than people with neutral initials. Other initials that may pro-long life are V.I.P and H.I.P.
Psychologists Leif Nelson and Joseph Simmons conducted their research through baseball records, grade point averages and law school admissions.

They found that in baseball players with the first or last name beginning with the letter K where more likely to strike out in a game. Ironically strikeouts are recorded with the letter k.

Students who’s names begin with A or B had higher GPAs. This resembles the academic grading scale.

It appears that there may be a psychological association with how we go through life and our names. So to attain success associate your initials with something positive!