i still can't stop thinking about it. Everytime i go into his room and see the change table, i have flashes of him falling.

TBO when he fell i really thought i was going to be picking up my son and he would be dead from a broken neck I just can't get over it, i think i am in shock, i mean i know he is fine and not injured BUT i just can't get the image of him falling out of my mind.

Yesterday, even after being at the doctors and them telling me he was fine, i was still crying. Needless to say ds thought it was hilarious everytime i burst into tears, so at least my sadness made him happy.

How can i get over it? I keep telling myself he is ok, but its not working