I feel like the worst mother in the entire world today. I left DS for the first time in the gym creche and i came back and found him absolutely hysterical! I have never heard him scream like that in his entire life, the poor little thing

He was clearly completely over stimulated, and the child carer had him in a rocker and was trying to rock him to sleep with her foot whilst looking after several other children at the same time.

By the time we go to the car DS was fine and blowing raspberries at me though, so i think he has forgiven me.

DD was also another bad strike today though, she is doing swimming lessons every day this week and she hates it so much that she just cries through the whole thing. Today i went outside to wait at their recommendation to see if she settles down a bit, but as soon as i came back in at the end it was like the world was ending

I hate making my children cry. Sorry, no real point to this post, just wallowing in my guilt.