Thanks so much for your replies ladies - I don't know what i'd do without bellybelly!

KatieRabbit and Dee - thanks for your support and understanding - it means so much to me and is sooo appreciated.


Santosha - those stats sound good - no smoking here and DS is a "picture of health" accrding to the paed I saw today (except his hip - a whole other thread )

Brontide - Thanks for the hug! he is in a bassinette at the end of my bed until 6am when hubby vacates and Blake moves in - we are both heavy sleepers overnight and don't feel safe to co-sleep. Blake will soon be too big for his bass tho (hes growing REALLY fast) and go to his own room. At least then I can use the angelcare mon for some added peace of mind - but I love having him close so am conflicted about this.

Time to stop stressing and go to bed - and have faith that he will be ok!

Thanks again ladies - may you (and your children) have the sweetest of dreams.