I am at a loss . I'm meant to call them today for an interview but everytime I think about it I feel sick. I can't handle Harrison crying. I seen the baby nurse last week and when I got home I tried the control comforting stuff. I found it distressing, Harrison was distressed, he got hysterical and there was no way he was going to settle like that unless he just got too tired to sceam or loss his voice from sceaming. I couldn't do it, I was crying too. It took me 20 minutes to calm him down afterwards. This is normally a baby who sings and laughs to himself as he is going to sleep. We are all getting lots of sleep, he normally doesn't wake up til 5am for a feed then goes back to sleep til 7-8.30am. The main problem is he won't go in his cot so we are having to hold him for his day sleeps which I don't get anything done and he gets very heavy, and dh been having to sleep in another room cause he snores and wakes Harrison up. I don't know what to do.