Feeling frustrated and angry

[MamaPan]

you are so not a horrible mum Isa! I agree with Trillian - I always find it worse when I have a 'deadline' in mind and I think J picks up on that....
Does your DH put her down sometimes? we alternate and it is so much easier for me when I am putting N down! (J is also much quicker for DH than he is for me, i thi k i am the 'sucker' who cuddles, pats, creeps oiut of room, DH is loving btu way more business like about it)

[Isadora]

Thanks so much ladies, I dont feel so bad now. DH helps me, but he works long hours too so sometimes he isnt here. I have decided that uni has to come second to her. If I can get her off to sleep and manage to get in some study, excellent. If not, I can always arrange for someone to take the girls for the day while I cram it all in. I dont want to be that grumpy, angry mum.

[skybie]

oh hun, totally normal!!!!
i remember while rocking my darling DD2 for the upteenth hour trying to get her to sleep, i could feel my arms getting ready to throw her!!! i never did but my goodness it was tempting at the time! ususally i just ended up crying with her!

[Beautiful Disaster]

You can put me in the abnormal group too then. Like Skybie I have felt like throwing him and at times can feel myself starting to pat too hard.

[Isadora]

Thankyou!! I was starting to think something is seriously wrong with me lol!! I love my baby girl to bits, but just go to sleep!!!!