i feel terrible. i had my DD in her cot. she was being difficult to put to sleep and i was over it so i left her in there and closed the door and though i would leave her for 5 mins to see if she settled. (apparantly she falls asleep by herself at day care so i thought its about time she does it at home too). anyways.. she starts screaming and carrying on. DH wants to go in and get her i say no just wait for a bit longer. she gets hysterical and i leave her a bit longer.. she gets super hysterical and i get the irrates rushing in there and pushing open the door really hard. i feel a bit of resistance and just push it open harder. i see her poor little foot up in the air and she screams more! i am like what the hell.. how did you get out of there. seriously i dont know how she got out! i feel so bad, firstly i locked her in a dark room crying, she could have hurt any part of herself in the fall out and then i slam the door so hard into her that she has a cut and bruise on her foot! what am i going to do? i dont feel right leaving her in the cot from now on.

(please dont judge my bad choices of parenting int his instance..) my poor baby!