Thanks Beata, honey - didn't want to burden our group as all we seem to have is problems. I'm now very aware of this affecting others (especially as a girl at our mother's group asked us to leave as I told them Fraser was going through a screaming phase and she didn't like it - it wasn't even her group). It's knocked my confidence so much. I have NO family here and we've never been apart from Frasie for more than 3 hours.

I think I may try the docs as I"m struggling so much and everyone keeps telling me to suck it up