Hi Emlugsdin,

I would try not to put too much pressure on yourself. Having a baby really does change your life! I have been fortunate enough to have a wonderful hassel free baby, but even with that i have certainly had my days, emotionally. I really think that if it was me i would try to hold off making a decision about going to the course until after you have had bubba so you know how you and bubba are going to go. Good luck!