Hello everyone and than so much for your input. I contacted the college and they said that if I decide to cancel then they will just book me in for the next course later in the year. So I will be able to decide what I want to do after I have bub.

Spoke to hubby too and he said he will take annual leave and come with me as a holiday if I like, which is another option.

There are courses later in the year but they are highly competitive to get into and the business I am starting satisfies a niche market in my area, so I have to get in before anyone else. The other reason I am doing this is because I was fired from my job when I was 16 weeks pregnant. I was not able to find another job, also because I was pregnant, and no one hires pregnant women and we are seriously strained financially. So, unfortunantly, I need to do this now and balance a part time job with it.