I hear you too. I was on a rampage yesterday because I'm sick of cleaning the same messes, sick of answering the same questions over and over, over the 5am waking, and the sleepless nights (don't even know why I go to bed some nights)......I'm over it all too. It makes me really sad that my mum and brother and SIL live 10mins up the road but don't look after my kids ever. I need time with DH, time alone. More than just a few hours too. I really hear ya!