Hey Heaven, I too felt this way about DD1 and couldnt possibly imagine having another one...they take up so much time and energy and its great watching them grow. Like you, I wanted my bubs close together ( the body clock is ticking loudly!) so we did. I waited til Olivia had reached most her milestones, and then tried again and got pg sooner than we thought possible. During my pg to Rebecca I often wondered how I could love her as much as I do Olivia and how I would cope. Rebecca is here now and I couldnt have wanted it any other way. Its super busy and sometimes I have 2 babies wanting my attention at the same time, but somehow I manage and DH and I make sure that both of them get the attention they ned.

Ok so I might be rambling...think I lost my point, but you can love another and you can share yourself around. Its loads of fun and challenging all at the same time. Your little princess is olnly little but when shes a bit older she will blossom from having a little mate around.