I know I'm not in denial...
When I fell pregnant with maddy it was certainly not planned, I'd never ever held a baby, had actually wanted to travel the world & never be tied down with kids!
The very second I found out I was pregnant (aroubd 15ish wks) I became a protector, the very second she was birthed onto my chest I was so besotted, in love & I became responsible!
I dont anxieties about having more childfren (other than getting this 1 out!) or raising them, I simply spend time with them & nurture them, love them with every ounce of my heart & soul...
I never believed having a child would change me so immensely...


Gill,
I dont thi k ut's wrong or weird or strange or anything else to feel how you feel, all I am saying is I have never felt that, from never wanting kids in my early 20's to having Maddy in my arms I changed & since havcing maddy I have always looked forward to being blessed with more, so I cant say i have experienced the feeling of when, or if it is right... For me from having 1 I always longed & yearned to have more!!!