I am totally the same! I don't think it's weird either. I guess for me, I totally wasn't ready for my dd. I fell pregnant on the pill and didn't find out until I was 10 weeks pregnant. I guess some people know they want lots and some people know they want one or even none. The thought of me not being able to spend the MAXIMUM amount of time with my dd, without being interupted by having another baby makes my heart hurt. But that is just how I feel. My dp jokes about having more, he desperately wants a boy, and everyone says to have them close together, but until dd is like maybe 5 or 6 I won't even let the thought cross my mind at all.