Just to add... I would have wanted to wallop someone who slept most the previous night saying how great the torture-nights were. I really did learn control of my anger in those nights. Would have prefered an easier lesson and a sleeping baby, of course. But that's not what I got and now I see the joy. I'm not asking you to right now. Just trying to reassure you that your DD is normal and you will come out of it with no malice or loathing of your child.