honey. You're doing so well holding it all together.

Just a quick thought - when your DH and family say that you should 'just keep doing what you are doing and it will all be fine', have you asked them for whom it will be fine? Because it sure ain't you!! Sounds like it will be fine for them if things stay the way they are, because otherwise they might have to do something extra!

Has your DH wondered why you are 'no fun to be around anymore', and what he can do to help you? Gee, having no sleep really makes you the life of the party.

Have your girlfriends attempted to be a bit understanding that maintaining a pre-child social life is impossible with two young kids?

Sorry if this sounds a little snarky at your loved ones, but it seems like the weight of all the unrealistic expectations of everyone around you is really dragging you under.

You are doing fantastically, but perhaps those around could stand to realise that things need to change for them too.