Thanks everyone !.. Good to see so many different opinions - just the way I like it .. all info helps , I know I should wait - but when i decide something I decide it and thats it ( sily me! )

Becka - im like you , i DREAD the thought of pregnancy ( but i love the baby that popped out at the end hehe )and my pregnancy wasnt even that bad !! .. I think that if a time comes and i re-consider my decision i will have to see a counsellor , so I can survive 9months in THAT state again