i didnt bond with josh untill he was about 3 months old.. mainly because for the first week i was stuck in hospital coz he was too lazy to feed and lots lots of birht weight and was jaundice so he was just crying all the time.. then 2 days after i got home i was back in hospital for another week with an infection, they werent.. sure where it was but it was infected somewhere.. and then i finally got home but the baby blues and pnd started to creep in being so far away from family.. and then when i almost gave it all in at 2 and a half months old i couldnt because i just looked at him and he smiled and gave a chuckle and it just melted me i was soo into him and loved him so much it was then that i bonded


Lesley