Hiya - I'm not young - in fact I'm at the total other end of the spectrum but I wanted to let you know that I am so inspired by you. I have read all your posts and looked at your journey on youtube. You are a strong person to go through what you have been through and you are a brilliant Mummy to Hannah. I hope that you connect with the people that you need to. Some days are tougher than others aren't they and I don't think that has anything to do with age.