I know that feeling. I hate every single one. I have read a lot about vaxes over the years, and discussed it with everyone close to me.

We choose to vax, we just roll with the risk. I don't not drive my car somewhere just because there's a risk of crashing and harming me or my child. I take the risk, and I drive. We kind of take the same approach with vaxes. We know about the risks, we are fully informed, but we do believe in the greater good, and the responsibility of herd immunity (meaning it's not really just a personal choice - your decision to vax or not affects more than just you)

Heavy metals are in a lot of things. We don't stop buying battery operated toys, or walking on main roads, or using mobile phones - yet all of these things have the potential to expose our children to heavy metals, whether it's now or in the future.

So yeah, we do it, pretty much as per schedule. But I still hate it. It's a hard informed choice to make.