I could get the "bad mummy award" here but... from about birth.

If he was in bed with me, I need a pillow. Also he had toys hanging from his cot and they'd fall off, quite often pulled off by 4m old. Yes, they were small but still there. And his favourite bunny from 1m old. He has a pillow in his bed now, he doesn't use it but if I jump in there I do.