Hi All,

Well the time has come - after mother crafting for the last two nights in hospital - where they hand you the twins and leave you too it - tomorrow we will be going home!

Tuesday they will be four weeks old - so coming home at 37+6 gestation after being born at 33+6 gestation. Our pad has told us not to adjust their age because full term for identicals is 37.5.

Lily is now 2.35kg and Ruby 2.15kg - I'm scared to be taking them home, but also happy, scared all the normal emotions I guess. Most of all I fel sad i will never be pregnant again, this is it. I ended up with 4, more than the 3 I was expecting and I am soooooooo grateful - but I am sad as well.

I have good days and bad, some days I just need a good cry - others a good sleep

Hope everyone else is well.

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