sneakysparkle -Thanks for the reply and the support.

feeb - I know it sounds like placenta accreta but I never been given an official diagnosis and to be honest it scares me. I think I am once again coming around to the idea of a c-section as all of the research I have done points to that being the best outcome for both me and bubs. I just get sad at the thought that I may never experience labour and contractions at all. Silly I know, people say I should be happy that I even have 2 children as there are people out there who can't have them at all and would be happy to have a c-section if it meant having a child. It is all just so confusing