Thank you so much for your opinions guys.

I definitely agree that I need to be educated and aware of everything that is happenening and can happen around me. I'm definitely not saying that I don't care what procedures are what and that I don't need to know anything, but I am definitely reading up on other people's stories and reading all the info on positions, c/s etc and believe I'm pretty well educated as far as it all goes.

I may chage ym mind completely when the vent gets closer, who knows, but I just feel that going in there with an open mind and not having any ideas of how it SHOULD go is the best option for me.