Yep Im semi freaking out. I think its because I dont know what to expect and everyone says its really really painful. What gives me confidence is knowing that woman actually DO survive child birth lol
As a first time mum I have no idea what to expect or feel, and Im also worried that my body won't do what its supposed to. Its actually comforting in a weird way to know Im not the only one who's freaking out- apart of me thought its just a first time mum thing.
Hmm what Im trying to say isnt coming out right lol all I know is Im just going to repeat in my head that woman do survive this and to remind myself there is an actual baby at the end of it all!!

I wish you all the best