I would have been very greatful if people had of used their fingers thats for sure!! I had at least 20 internals maybe more with a metal thing, which felt like it was opening me up to the whole world it was so big!! I was heavily bleading so this may have contributed to it but mostly when they tried to pop my waters they couldnt get up there so they tried every hour with the silver thing and i screamed so much they had to stop and come back later.

I would love to do these myself or get my hubby to do them as i feel very uncomfortable after last time i dont want anyone to touch me down there now, i simply refuse so this question about checking yourself is a thread i am going to follow closely!!