hj1981 don't be disappointed!
I firmly believe that all labours are different... your second time will be a different experience for you altogether, especially as you know what you are in for this time!

With my first I had gas, peth and then an epi after 6 hrs... I was tired, I had no idea it would take so long... but I got through the next birth with just gas & then 8hrs of labour with the 3rd with just gas too (even though it ended in a cs, I did the hard yards!)

This time around I am aiming for a VBAC, lots of mental preparation... although I know anything can happen I keep a positive attitude, and I am looking forward to the experience

And every birth is exciting and thrilling whether 1st or 4th or (I imagine) the 10th!... remember the only outcome that really matters is a healthy bub & mum, you shouldn't feel like you have to do it a particular way for anyone!

Good luck next time and don't be disappointed, be proud of what you did!