Everytime i think about my Labour i get upset.
I think i worried too much instead of going with the flo etc...
and i had so much high expectations of what i wanted and how i wanted it too go, and when it went differently it broke my heart - still does!
I feel like i let DH down, and took alot away from the whole experience when i had a epi, no matter how low my dose was, i shouldn't of taken it!!!

I hope 2nd time around i can relax and enjoy ever single second of it - but im also worried that second time round wont be as exciting for DH and everyone else!
hun i was dissapointed with my first labour too, i ended up with PND and i attribute alot of it to the birth, i went with the flow didnt have any idea what i was in for
but second time i had a doula, a birthplan and bellybelly and all went just the way i wanted!!