Just wondering if anyone thought this was a reasonable thing to do?

The baby's father wasn't going to be there anyway, so that's not an issue. A close friend of mine who has 3 children of her own has offered to come and I said yes but the closer I get, the more I don't want anyone there.

This is my first baby so perhaps the whole idea of doing it alone is crazy, I don't know.

I'm booked in to have bub at the Mercy FBC and I know the midwives will be around but not sure if they'd appreciate having to "look after me" full time sort of thing if I had no support person.

Am I really strange and perhaps losing it or what? Is this a normal way to feel? Maybe I'm just having a hormonal/irrational day. (again!)

Anyway, I just thought I'd ask.

Kate