So many different aspects of 'how you feel' that i think they have all been covered.

I was SO ready. I think I even spent a whole day cleaning every door knob in the house.... like that was going to make a difference.

I stressed about the actual birth between month 5 & month 8 & then all of a sudden I had this calm come over me.... I knew I would do it & do it well. I do however remember feeling increasingly agitated with regard to the 'stupidly big pregnant woman' thing & the phone ringing all the time.

Looking back the agitation was probably a subliminal reaction to me understanding that there was a large percentage of the upcoming experience that was out of my control (& I am someone who likes to be in control) I couldn't beg borrow or steal this baby to arrive so I was agitated about the waiting & expectation. I hope that makes sense