Well today I received a copy of my hospital notes from the births of both of my sons, and luckily for me they were quite detailed. I have reacted so differently to how I thought I would have though.

I think it is my brain trying to process the confirmation of the details of my first birth.

I know that I had a relatively straight forward birth compared with what some of you lovely ladies have been through, but even after giving birth for a 2nd time and having a truly wonderful experience, it can still bring me tears..........

I am actually pretty impressed with the level of detail and observations recorded by the midwives, and I think this is why I am having such intense feelings.

It was still a very very well spent $35 . I do not regret getting them, but I am going to take a while to absorb the details. There are also a few acronyms that I am going to do some research on for more details.

I just needed to vent, thanks for listening