Hi everyone - I was to be induced this morning but just couldnt do it!!

I am 41 weeks today and was booked in for an induction - gel application at 6am.
Got to hospital and midwife could see I was so unsure - we had a chat and she did an internal and mointored bub for half an hour..showed good heart rate and some waves like contractions ... (i always thought they were just bub moving)
Anyway last Thurs I was 2 cm dialated and head still high. 1/5th
Today 1.5cm/2cm dialated - cervix is medium (not hard or soft)
and bub is 3/5th of the way still high - bit to the right side.

Anyway I just couldnt do it (gel) I just dont feel ready or bub is ready and we just had a S & S done today - coming back Fri for baby monitoring....induction tentatively booked for next Monday (not confirmed but I think that is what is happening)

Now I am doubting if I have done the "right"thing - I that I have as I hope bub will be OK for a little longer. I am tiny and just hope bub will go down my pelvis OK

Any bits of advice would be great - midwife said lots of nipple stim and try laying on my left side to get bub more central - anything else ???

Anna