I feel so much better just reading this thread and knowing I've got you all on my side.

Well almost through day one. What you said rings true Deb, fear is less powerful if it is spoken. I'm still scared out of my wits but I'm going to try to get my fears out there.

I was thinking this afternoon, perhaps I should try and be positive, it isn't the birth that scares me, that is the easy part, it is the lead up that scares me. At least I'm not frightened of both.

Well I've just finalised packing my bag. I feel settled knowing it's there ready to go. I've decided to wear the same nighty I wore when in labour with DS2. I took it off before it got messy IYKWIM so it is clean. I figure I had such a good labour with him it can't hurt.

BBL
Spring xx