DH has to go away interestate tonight for one night and be back first thing tomorrow. He works in the sort of job where it is non negotiable IYKWIM, he is required to do a certain job that only he can do. Well needless to say I had a meltdown when he told me but he assures me that it will be ok.
So today, send me all the *stay put bub* vibes you can.
If I do go into labour I'm going to ask my Mum to come with me. I couldn't do it alone and even though I have no idea how I'll do it without DH realistically I need a back up place.
So today, I'm doing nothing, no housework, no shopping, nothing. Even just walking sets off BH so for today the TV is on, DS can watch as many cartoons as he likes, I'm doing NUTING. Last thing I want to do is help move things along.
Still here and starting to feel impatient I guess impatient isn't the right word, conflicted is more accurage.
I think I've made up my mind that at my 40 week appointment on Wed I'm going to get a S&S. If that doesn't get the ball rolling in a few days after that than I think I'll have reached my limit and get induced. I know a lot can happen between now and I could go into labour naturally any time, but I'm starting to get really down about it all. I feel very conflicted about getting baby out safe and sound as quick as possible.
I can however tick of my next goal to make it past Christmas.
Make it through Christmas - Big Red Tick.
Hopefully I'll be feeling a little more positive soon.
I am glad you feel decided... Now, you've made a decision about Wednesday - try & relax into your body. Enjoy the last short time left of this pregnancy - talk to your baby...
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