Still here and starting to feel impatient I guess impatient isn't the right word, conflicted is more accurage.

I think I've made up my mind that at my 40 week appointment on Wed I'm going to get a S&S. If that doesn't get the ball rolling in a few days after that than I think I'll have reached my limit and get induced. I know a lot can happen between now and I could go into labour naturally any time, but I'm starting to get really down about it all. I feel very conflicted about getting baby out safe and sound as quick as possible.

I can however tick of my next goal to make it past Christmas.

Make it through Christmas - Big Red Tick.

Hopefully I'll be feeling a little more positive soon.

Spring x