Spring, you are such a courageous woman....don't ever doubt that. Whatever decisions you make will be right for you and your bub....that is all that counts.

FWIW I have strong feelings that NYE or NY day will be a very special time for you and that things are going to get moving with the full moon.

One step at a time....and sending you strong positive healing vibes. I'm glad you feel more at ease with DH close by, I can certainly relate to that.

xx