Fiona I am the same, I panic if anyone touches my spine or suggest anything with my back etc, it's a phobia I must have & I apparently have this panic stricken look when Midwives have asked how my pain management was going (during labour) & if I wanted anything & started rattling them off, apparently they get to epidural & I lose all colour in my face & cant shake my haed to say no quick enough!!!

Now its' cemented Never will I let anyone put a 9cm needle into my back!!!