I can understand why you are feeling this way. You need to embrace this experience you are about to embark on again and make it YOURS, dont let it get thrown into being a "condition". Labour and birth is a beautiful experience, yes, sometimes things dont go to plan, and with that you need to keep an open mind to doing the necessary measures should the need arise, but if all does go beautifully, even if you are induced, then you have the right to enjoy your experience 100%.

Research!! Personally i found Ina May's book very helpful and it helped me feel confident and empowered and i walked into that hospital room and took my experience for myself, instead of letting it become that "condition" my births had been with my 6 other babies.

Confidence, empowerment, find your inner voice so you can speak up and say what you are wanting. I also found having a doula was the best thing i ever did, she was my voice when i was to inside myself to speak, she was also encouragement.

You can do this