thanks for your responses all.
yeek....its weird isnt it, that we can have drug free births (i did also) but yet dose up on morphine afterwards!! makes me wonder what the point of the drug free birth bit!!
good to hear that milk came in anyway, hopefully that will go better this time even if pain is bad. im gonna talk to my midwife about this and get prepared for some heavy duty non codeine drugs for afterwards! crap! like the birth isnt ENOUGH to worry about!