Madb - that is what has really been bothering me... What I remember, what DP remembers and what I was told don't really add up you know? And in my purple book it says "attempted forceps delivery" what does that even mean?!

There was never any emergency button pushed or anything so there is a huge chance I was all whacked out on the scooby snacks and have filled in the blanks with whatever I can remember lol.

I guess it also highlights how little I was prepared for DD's birth, and how in shock I was after because I am only know really questioning it because I will have to do it all again.