I have been driving myself barney for months now about wether to have another c-section (had one with last pregnancy and right ovary removal at sametime) or try a vbac . I am ac tually getting to the point of being stressed about it now. I am only 2 days away to being in my third trimester so I need to settle on what I want to do. I know this might sound silly to some but its really bothering me.

I would rather a vabs only becuase of the healing time afterwards and that i can get up and move around straight away. BUT I am so scared that somehting will happen like I will go way over due or that my uterise will rupture or worse still something will happen to the baby.

I guess deep down my heart is saying natural cause once its over with its def over with.


But then fear starts to set in and I think what if my uerus does rupture!

I am just so worried about it all.


And am I able to have a relaxing birth as in the way of relaxation music and can you have the room lights down low I have always wanted that but its always been bright lights in my face the whoel time during labour. I never ask the midwives cause I am worried that they will just say no we dont allow all that.


I did say this might sound silly to some but it is how I am feeling right now.


Any advice!