BellyBelly oh if I had that sort of money my word I would hire a private midwife but we don't have that kind of money. Would be lovley though.

Alan thank you so much for that what a beautiful soul you have!

Rainbows_ thank you for your input too. I truly am making my own decisions, just listening to others thoughts and input too. I have brithed mt first four all natural and would rather that anyday, being sliced open just didnt cut it for me (no pun intended) ! The healing process just isn't worth it for me. I think I need to read more on vbacs, but from what i have read they are pretty much as safe as a c-section.

dachlostar oh yes I know I might be up for a fight with the obs yet on a vbac and my hubbie and I are ready for it. But apparently they do allow vbac's at gosford hospital. If they try and tell me that a cut makes it much better then they will get a piece of my mind because its my body and it knows whats best. I have been reading heaps on vbac sand they say that if somethng like a uterus rupture was to happen there is plenty of warning and signs to let the midwife know and then its straight in for a c-section, but its rare to happen, I just get scraed thinking it "HAS" happend and could I BE ONE OF THEM!!!