Vent away, sounds like you have alot to get out. The fact that you have had some horrible experiences can make dealing with what is happening now hard. I hope your little princess makes her arrival soon for you and everything goes smoothly. You know you need to relax so I just try and focus on that deal with her tests when she is out and safe in your arms. My close friend was born with only 1 kidney and she has been fine so I hope your little girl is too.

Your kids have some great names, have you got a name picked for bubs?