vent away!! better to let it all out, voice what you're feeling, rather than keep it all inside and war with yourself about it.

you poor thing, sounds like pregnancies haven't been that fun for you, im sorry to hear that. i think it's perfectly normal for you to be a little bit worried about everything, given what you've been through, and i know it's probably the most annoying saying, but do try not to stress too much. it sounds like you are doing a wonderful job, and just keep 'relaxing' as much as you can, as hard as that seems. thinking of you, and sending you lots of positive birthing vibes. Alina is a beautiful name.....Jaide goes with Alina, what about Alina Jaide (that's DD's middle name hehe)