I had the works with Amelia - gas, epidural, something in a drip I'm not even sure of... Forced supine position, legs pushed back into me, continuous bloody monitoring... The only control I felt I had was when I was pushing. They were "coaching" me, but I wasn't paying a great deal of attention to them anyway and just pushed when I felt the urge (luckily for me, the epi didn't work 100% and I still felt some contraction pain - in my leg )

Next time will be better. I won't lose sight of what I want!


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