8/4/15, Im back and with the birth of Spud, my lucky 8th..

[Cricket]

You are a strong lady, Anila, and I hope that you are able to rest and recover fully soon. Congratulations on the arrival of your little son! All the best to you both!

[Anila]

Thanks Cricket
He is just amazing, a real old soul.
Ive been able to move forward from that experience but unfortunatly for my husband he is still reliving it, for days afterwards he could still hear me screaming when he closed his eyes.

[Cricket]

Your poor DH. I can imagine that while it's really hard to go through the pain and agony of that kind of delivery, it's also incredibly difficult to sit beside someone you love who's going through it, along with the fear that something is terribly wrong. I don't think I'd like to be on that side of things at all either! Is there someone he can talk this out with?
Glad to hear that your little man is doing well! How are you feeling physically? Getting some strength back after that blood loss, or not yet?

[Anila]

i have a long road of recovey ahead of me, my blood levels are slowly rising but i have lots of days where i feel tired and weak and dizzy..

hubby is slowly recovering, he spoke with a councelor for a few sessions and we spoke together, took a while for him to open up.