Oh hun, if you were still up here I'd be giving you the biggest hug! You did soooooo, sooooo great! I know the pain in the front you're talking about, felt it with Elijah too and FREAKED out. Lost my "place" and stalled a bit. Don't be hard on yourself about that, it's very normal to have that fear. I remember looking at my midwife and pleading her to help me that I just couldn't do this anymore, I'm too tired.... she got me back on track, bless her!

You were great! I'm so proud of you Eden is adorable and her name is too. Love you